Write a Station Call or Let Klaasje Off the Hook
"I don't deserve to be sent to the Moralintern and ground into some paste just because I disturbed the *sanctity* of accounting... [I just want] to spend my days with smoke and drink and dance - wallowing in shit. Just like everyone else."
Don't we all, Klaasje - especially Harry. Perhaps it is the antithesis of his ancient reptilian brain yearning for the universe to cast some luminous miracle into his own colourless life which softens his discretion, but Klaasje doesn't covet the male-saviour motif. Her only incentive is survival - as demeaning a dance with which she can cope having lost everything. "She doesn't feel like a Klaasje [anymore]," Harry empathizes. "She feels like nothing." His insight deflates the notion of a fearless fugitive with infatuation for the chasing game; the scene is inhabited by an empty shade of her former self.
In truth, Klaasje's corporate crimes are not "illegal", nor is she a murderess - the macabre twist of her presence during her lover's murder a blot of bad fortune, linked by coincidence (unless Lookskap's bullets have found their way to Revachol and caught the wrong man, which she initially suspects). "It's the politician in the motel room with the dead hooker scenario - only in reverse" as Titus Hardie reflects. But Lely's release from the world of clay and dust wasn't likely enacted by Klaasje herself, who denies her love for Lely more vehemently than murder. The soft-spoken, tattooed veteran with eyes like "little blue galaxies" evokes a surging emotion within her that she claims isn't genuine affection but chemically-induced comfort, though Harry believes otherwise.
"It's easier that way," she sighs, burying the remnants of her humanity alongside other memories too close-to-the-skin to touch; it's clear Klaasje harbours an authentic bond with Lely, woven out of the kind of pain which can only be subdued by the gentility of another broken human. Perhaps this inadvertent "love" confession is all an act, a decoy - but why would Klaasje implicate herself by calling the RCM when she could no longer bear Lely's body being defiled by the delinquent Cuno as it hung decomposing from the courtyard tree? If she truly committed homicide, skipping town or hiding in plain sight would be the safer path. "I hope with all my heart [calling the RCM] is not the last thing I do in Revachol" she laments, her resilience giving way to resignation.
Construction yard. Screen capture and edit: FetchQuester
Martinaise was her last "hope", even now - and Titus Hardie surprisingly intuits this better than anyone, insisting that Harry lets her off the hook. "We abide all sorts of runaways and losers here. It's a Martinaise thing... Klaasje came to Martinaise to hide - many of us did," he tells him. "This is where you wash up when there's nowhere left to go. The Union takes you in - now, she *refused* that protection, but... If we didn't take care of the people who end up here, this place would just be a couple of ruins and some cargo containers." Perhaps Titus' name isn't so hyperbolic in embodying his character after all - he is a force de résistance, at odds with Harry's splintered psychomachian state. (Or perhaps Titus is fetishizing recollections of Klaasje's drug and sex-fuelled parties in which the Union workers eagerly partook and feels a possessive sense of "obligation" towards her.)
Can Klaasje hold her last stand in Martinaise, or will her "runaway-come-reckless-abandon" transformation undo her, severing fragments of her identity until her counterfeit passport holds more likeness to her than her own self? Martinaise is no purgatory for refuge-seeking souls, but a stale graveyard where time's disconsolate chimes dissolve the morale of vagrants in a fever-dream of capitalism's flailing hegemonic thralls. Why would Klaasje want to stagnate here of all places, awaiting that foreboding station call? What could possibly change in two months?
"Le Retour" could change everything - a "part urban myth part political science [phenomenon]... big in industrial espionage circles" where Revachol embraces revolution to liberate itself and become an independent state, and the agents frothing at Klaasje's heels are reprimanded and tried in court. "It's a fool's hope, sir, and it's also all I've got," Klaasje tells Harry. The miracle she desperately craves, the old identity burrowing upwards through the barricades of intoxication and trauma expose a distant, primal need to reclaim a sense of herself. Is this a selfless dream of a fairer, more just world, a redemptive act to restore order in the chaos of Klaasje's existence? Perhaps, perhaps not. But it buys her time to figure it out.
"The world can change. It's changed before."
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